Sixth Assignment

 Narrative Paragraph

Topic: “The hardest thing I have to do”

Paralyzed My Memory

Five years ago, when I was in my Senior High School. I ever loved someone. He was very kind boy. His name was Ardi. Ardi had a handsome face. He was also very smart, it made every single girl interested to him. It was mean that I also interested to him. He had been my classmate for three years. It began when I was in first grade. His seat was behind me. We studied together and he always help me when I met a trouble. We were very close. He told me everything about him, but he never told me about his feeling to me. I didn’t know that he loved me because he never had bravery to say it. In a second grade, I had a relationship with our classmate, Arari. He was also very kind boy. He was braver than Ardi. He could express his feeling to me. I was not realy like to him because the one that I loved just Ardi although I never knew about his feeling. My memory was just about Ardi. I was very sining to Arari because I couldn’t love him as deep as he loved me. I didn’t want to make both of them hurt because of me so I decided to end my relationship with Arari. I knew although I couldn’t want make them hurt but I had done it. They was very disapointed to me moreover Ardi. After We graduated from our Senior High School, we became foreign people. Now, Ardi had been studying in one of university in Jakarta. In other hand I had been studying in one of university in Lampung. We separated by a straid. We could meet once a year. I ever hear from his friend that He couldn’t make a relatonship mith me anymore because he had so many reason. Yeah, one of them of course because I ever made him hurt. He was afraid that I would do this mistake one more time. I had been loving him for five years until this second I couldn’t forget him. My memory was fuling by his name but I realized that I couldn’t with him. I tried everyhing to make me forget about him. I tried to be closer with another boy. I tried to make me busy with my campus activity but all of that couldn’t make me forget about him. I didn’t know what should I do. Should I came to him and I asked him to say that he hate me? Or I should hit my head to make me had an amnesia and I could forget him? I though that it was silly thing. I made it slow down but sure. I tried to be fine. I began to think although I loved him but it didn’t mean that I should gather with him. I tried to accept this destiny happily. I stil had many people that loved me very much so I should forget him for ever.